BorderlandsLa Frontera: The New Mestiza, 5th edition by Anzaldúa Gloria
Author:Anzaldúa, Gloria [Anzaldúa, Gloria]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Aunt Lute Books
Published: 2022-09-15T00:00:00+00:00
An image is a bridge between evoked emotion and conscious knowledge; words are the cables that hold up the bridge. Images are more direct, more immediate than words, and closer to the unconscious. Picture language precedes thinking in words; the metaphorical mind precedes analytical consciousness.
The Shamanic State
When I create stories in my head, that is, allow the voices and scenes to be projected in the inner screen of my mind, I âtrance.â I used to think I was going crazy or that I was having hallucinations. But now I realize it is my job, my calling, to traffic in images. Some of these film-like narratives I write down; most are lost, forgotten. When I donât write the images down for several days or weeks or months, I get physically ill. Because writing invokes images from my unconscious, and because some of the images are residues of trauma which I then have to reconstruct, I sometimes get sick when I do write. I canât stomach it, become nauseous, or burn with fever, worsen. But, in reconstructing the traumas behind the images, I make âsenseâ of them, and once they have âmeaningâ they are changed, transformed. It is then that writing heals me, brings me great joy.
To facilitate the âmoviesâ with soundtracks, I need to be alone, or in a sensory-deprived state. I plug up my ears with wax, put on my black cloth eye-shades, lie horizontal and unmoving, in a state between sleeping and waking, mind and body locked into my fantasy. I am held prisoner by it. My body is experiencing events. In the beginning it is like being in a movie theater, as pure spectator. Gradually I become so engrossed with the activities, the conversations, that I become a participant in the drama. I have to struggle to âdisengageâ or escape from my âanimated story,â I have to get some sleep so I can write tomorrow. Yet I am gripped by a story which wonât let me go. Outside the frame, I am film director, screenwriter, camera operator. Inside the frame, I am the actorsâmale and femaleâI am desert sand, mountain, I am dog, mosquito. I can sustain a four- to six-hour âmovie.â Once I am up, I can sustain several âshortsâ of anywhere between five and thirty minutes. Usually these ânarrativesâ are the offspring of stories acted out in my head during periods of sensory deprivation.
My âawakened dreamsâ are about shifts. Thought shifts, reality shifts, gender shifts: one person metamorphoses into another in a world where people fly through the air, heal from mortal wounds. I am playing with my Self, I am playing with the worldâs soul, I am the dialogue between my Self and el espÃritu del mundo. I change myself, I change the world.
Sometimes I put the imagination to a more rare use. I choose words, images, and body sensations and animate them to impress them on my consciousness, thereby making changes in my belief system and reprogramming my consciousness. This involves looking my inner demons in the face, then deciding which I want in my psyche.
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